ive been way to blessed this yr

I am been very blessed so far in 2010. I graduated, went to europe where I had the time of my life. I got a full time job which I kinda hate but I don't care because its a job, I mean dude money, benefits etc. Now I just bought a brand new car. I am terrified because it's to much. No one gets so much in such a short time. A. I feel its not right for me to get so much when there are millions beyond millions people in this world better than me and they don't have all that I do. B. Because when someone gets good things come to them bad things get piled on as well and they are terrible and they come in threes. I almost would give something to someone else who deserves a break just because I'm afraid of all the bad shit that will happen. The year 2004 is clear proof of this. In church many years ago I heard that if you bless others God will bless you. If you bless God and his church and word He will bless you ten fold. Well I bless God and his teachings. I bless his church and his choir. I just pray I don't loose it all.