Here I am sitting in JFK airport bar, with a glass of wine contemplating my life. I am about to embark on a trip that is an experience of a lifetime. One that I have been looking forward for months, no scratch that, my whole life. I just feel like my whole life is changing. I just graduated college, just broke up with Jeff, about to go on an amazing trip, when I get back - will be working full time. I can't help but wonder about this trip, am I crazy for doing this. Traveling to europe! I'm nervous I won't have fun, I worried about everything going wrong. I wish I knew the outcome. I wish I knew the outcome of my life.

Here I am sitting in JFK airport bar, with a glass of wine contemplating my life. I am about to embark on a trip that is an experience of a lifetime. One that I have been looking forward for months, no scratch that, my whole life. I just feel like my whole life is changing. I just graduated college, just broke up with Jeff, about to go on an amazing trip, when I get back - will be working full time. I can't help but wonder about this trip, am I crazy for doing this. Traveling to europe! I'm nervous I won't have fun, I worried about everything going wrong. I wish I knew the outcome. I wish I knew the outcome of my life.